Not really "terrible":
... If not for the clear threat of death -- I'd call this a great life.
Yes, I'm running out of time -- which we all do, sooner or later. I have a better idea of ... how long.
But disease progress suits *my* preferences:
Plenty of time to prepare. Well, not prepare, but grow used to expectations.
I enjoy analysing -- and yes, it's fascinating to watch my own mood swings
Am I prepared?
Nope... not really.
But not dying -- when expecting to die -- does help develop an acceptable attitude.
"afraid, yes... but it's *not* the centre of all I think and do.
I'm being well looked after
Physical damage is minor. though the flu etc did do some stroke-like damage... I think it's mostly recovered. I have difficulty still, eg twisting hands and arms to brush my teeth. Luckily I won't need these teeth much longer :-)
And no pain.
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all good? No !
all bad? Not at all :-)
brain fading, typing blind
If msg is nonsense pls -- guess or ask
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http://notdotdeaddotyet.blogspot.com
dying for you to read it :-)
If msg is nonsense pls -- guess or ask
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http://notdotdeaddotyet.blogspot.com
dying for you to read it :-)
On Sun, 20 Apr 2025 at 07:16, Colin <noreply-comment@blogger.com> wrote:
Colin has left a new comment on your post "happy at home":
Such a terrible situation
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Posted by Colin to Not Dead Yet ! at Apr 20, 2025, 7:16 AM
I don't think I would deal with it as well as you are.
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