Monday, August 25, 2025

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Random memories  for  the  past months,
began with alot of sleeping 
ten hours  per day 
accompanied by  pigs
jolly  pink, fat, jolly porkers, friendly,  warm, comfortable. 
Why pigs? No idea.
They wandered off.
Next few nights, no pigs,
 but not peaceful. 
Explosions, volcanoes,  earthquakes exploding everywhere. 
Bonfires. I step out onto the top where it is not actively  burning.
I spread my arms and shout: I am  going  to  die.
No response. Everyone  knows this.
New dream scene. Pink, fluffy clouds, harp music. I say that I  would  prefer  piano music.


Now I  am  sitting  by the window, watching the rain and sunshine. 
Very pleasant , very relaxing. 

I can barely  be bothered  moving. Mental exhaustion more than physical. No great change  to physical status. 
Nothing  new due to cancer. Just can't  be  bothered, which  may  be  depression.





.. Dr Nick Lethbridge ... dexitroboper
Agamedes Consulting... Churchlands WA


... you provide data and facts ... I return solutions, and possibilities and ADVICE


6 Thornbill Way / 0419197772
   

Saturday, August 23, 2025

sleep comes before all else.

tomorrow  I shall try a proper post.
meanwhile...
no physical change
...just mental exhaustion :-( which is bad enough

can barely be bothered walking
walking is tiring bt stable, mostly
I may stumble but don't fall











.. Dr Nick Lethbridge ... dexitroboper
Agamedes Consulting... Churchlands WA


... you provide data and facts ... I return solutions, and possibilities and ADVICE


6 Thornbill Way / 0419197772
   

Wednesday, August 6, 2025

stability

the corridor does seem less stable and narrower
not 
bad enough.... yet... to stop my regular night trips to the toilet.
last night I fall over leaving the toilet. miss my grip on the trolley 
I 'm more careful later, no trouble.


.. Dr Nick Lethbridge ... dexitroboper
Agamedes Consulting... Churchlands WA


... you provide data and facts ... I return solutions, and possibilities and ADVICE


6 Thornbill Way / 0419197772