Monday, August 25, 2025

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Random memories  for  the  past months,
began with alot of sleeping 
ten hours  per day 
accompanied by  pigs
jolly  pink, fat, jolly porkers, friendly,  warm, comfortable. 
Why pigs? No idea.
They wandered off.
Next few nights, no pigs,
 but not peaceful. 
Explosions, volcanoes,  earthquakes exploding everywhere. 
Bonfires. I step out onto the top where it is not actively  burning.
I spread my arms and shout: I am  going  to  die.
No response. Everyone  knows this.
New dream scene. Pink, fluffy clouds, harp music. I say that I  would  prefer  piano music.


Now I  am  sitting  by the window, watching the rain and sunshine. 
Very pleasant , very relaxing. 

I can barely  be bothered  moving. Mental exhaustion more than physical. No great change  to physical status. 
Nothing  new due to cancer. Just can't  be  bothered, which  may  be  depression.





.. Dr Nick Lethbridge ... dexitroboper
Agamedes Consulting... Churchlands WA


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3 comments:

  1. I cannot imagine how you are feeling. All I can say is I am still listening.

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  2. It would be understandable if it was depression.

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  3. It is always good to read a new post from you Nick.

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