I am so brave :-)

PET-Scan-day today...

I wear my scan-pants. Track pants, actually, but special because I know that they contain no metal. No metal buttons, no metal zips (no buttons, zip at all). Guaranteed to not upset a scanning machine.

I wear my scan-shirt. This is just a polo shirt but with the motto "Enjoy life: three months at a time." Though the scans have lately been more often than that. Which doesn't matter -- as long as they show nothing.

This time I do not have the pre-scan worries... I think that a few actual visits to hospital have put the potential of a new tumour into perspective. I am more worried that my brain is flooding... But that will be checked at the next (CT) scan. Meanwhile: no worries :-)

Except that today's PET scan begins with a finger-prick, to test my blood sugar levels. Ouch :-( ... I barely whimper. Sugar levels are -- as usual -- perfectly healthy :-)

Next is insertion of a cannula into a vein. Ouch again :-)

I threaten to faint... but don't. Not even when the nurse says that my vein has collapsed... Is that serious? Who knows. But at least it's not *me* that has collapsed :-) There's a change of nurses. The new nurse just says hello -- and jabs. No warning... which works well... I'm still conscious.

The rest of the process is easy. Go here, rest here, wait, go there, lie down, get scanned. Then eat the free sandwich... Yum... I've been fasting for twelve hours.

I chat with an old bloke with prostate cancer.  He's pretty crook. His son died of brain cancer aged 37. I'm reminded of the trivial (so far) nature of my own cancer.

What does the scan show? We'll find out later in the week.

Home again. It's a beautiful day, I go for a walk. I'm still nervous round traffic -- or where there could be traffic. I'm gaining confidence on kerbs. I don't crash into any posts or trees. All good :-)

Dr Nick Lethbridge / Consulting Dexitroboper

...        Agamedes Consulting / Problems ? Solved

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There are no disasters, only opportunities. And, indeed, opportunities for fresh disasters." ... Boris Johnson

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Dying for you to read my blog, at https://notdotdeaddotyet.blogspot.com/ :-)

shallow philosophy and permanent excusal

I'm reading a book about a city where everyone lives forever and has everything they could possibly need... except freedom to leave. In fact, they are all *afraid* to leave.

Is this book science fiction or is it a comment on human nature:

We live our lives. Doing whatever we do... and being afraid to change. Even if we are in a rut... we are afraid to leave.

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People I know have been called to jury duty. But never me... until this month.

I've always thought that jury duty would be a terrific opportunity -- an opportunity to discover that Justice is not simple. Could I decide to send someone to jail? Or look at an "obvious" criminal and declare them innocent?

So finally I am called to jury duty. Too late... As one son said, "Your honour, I can only see one of the two lawyers... :-)

After a quick exchange of emails I now have a "Certificate of Permanent Excusal". That is, I am permanently excused from any jury duty.

I'm somewhat disappointed.

But, after all... Justice is not supposed to be *half* blind.

Dr Nick Lethbridge / Consulting Dexitroboper

...        Agamedes Consulting / Problems ? Solved

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There are no disasters, only opportunities. And, indeed, opportunities for fresh disasters." ... Boris Johnson

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Dying for you to read my blog, at https://notdotdeaddotyet.blogspot.com/ :-)

all well :-)

When nothing "bad" is happening, I have no great enthusiasm for posting to this blog. There is nothing I need to get off my chest.

So... here is a quick status report: 

all is well :-)

I still spend a lot of time feeling tired -- but that's good. It's a sign that I am doing a bit of running. Regular running makes it very easy to fall asleep :-)

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On the other hand... I have more get-up-and-go. In between running & sleeping, I go with Deb to a couple of our grandson's swimming lessons. And this morning I go with Deb to the boy's primary-school assembly. What an enjoyable experience :-)

So. "nothing bad" equals... "all is well" :-)

Dr Nick Lethbridge / Consulting Dexitroboper

...        Agamedes Consulting / Problems ? Solved

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No matter how much you push the envelope, it will still be stationery

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Dying for you to read my blog, at https://notdotdeaddotyet.blogspot.com/ :-)