Physical
Recovered from a cold, a couple of
weeks' back. Now -- I'm in good health!
I can jog 5km or walk a lot further --
but slowly. I'm unfit but feeling well enough to improve. And that is an
improvement.
My hair is growing back, I have a
fashionable stubble on my face and on the scalp. As Deb so thoughtfully
commented, now people will be able to again see the patch where x-rays burnt me
bald :-)
Finger and toe tingling is still there.
Possibly shading into numbness. Except for the fingertips which are still
over-sensitive.
Still 10kg heavier (yes, round my gut)
than I was two years ago. So, 15kg above my "target" weight. A target
as unattainable as my plan to do the Cradle Mountain Run :-)
Mental
As far as I can tell -- my mind still
works. Though...
Emotional
I'm suffering from Weltschmerz... the
belief that "physical reality can never satisfy the demands of the
mind." But then, I've always suffered from that.
Related to cancer: I'm happy -- but
accept that there is a big black cloud on the horizon. The cloud is so
uncertain that I generally ignore it. Except for a reminder, to live in -- and
enjoy -- the present :-)
Yeah I reckon your mind is working.
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